Yeah, okay so this is just getting silly guys!
Why do I bother keeping a blog that I never write in anymore? Nobody loves me for it anymore. So nobody's going to visit my page.
It's all quite pointless isn't it.
... Sentimental value, most likely!

Hmmm.. It's starting to look a little childish, don't you think? I'm 18 years old forgoodness sake!
Well no, 19 years old tomorrow! Oh, indeed.

What difference does it make, the constant drone onwards, upwards, older and uglier. What's a larger digit on your age? 19 years old has got no real significance to me. I mean who the hell wants to be 19? The most un-special age there is to be while still being called a youngster.

Now, 16 was a good age. My favourite number. Got hurt the most.
17, still considered young, but had the most fun.
18, learnt the most. Especially about myself. Seeing glimpses of that person.

19 better have something significantly special about it. Stupid piece of shit age, better not let me down.

Let's do it aye, live this 19 year olds' life with a passion.

I will inspire your interest, reignite your love for me. Just give me time.